Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Leaky Faucet

These past few days, I have been a leaky faucet.  It is like the waterworks can be turned on or off at any time, without any warning.  Thankfully I haven't driven Ryan completely over the edge yet.  The things that make me cry include:
  • Thinking of Carter growing up.
  • Thinking of how much I love this little guy and how much I love Ryan.
  • Thinking of giving birth.
  • Thinking about how much I miss pregnancy and how it was so unexpectedly over (yes, I did know it was going to happen eventually).  I didn't get one last belly shot.  I didn't get to take pictures of me and Ryan while pregnant.  I didn't post one last pregnancy update.
  • Thinking about what I am going to do with an entire year with him.
  • Thinking about when I will have to go back to work and not have every single day with him.
  • And, finally, the thing that sent me completely over the edge bawling yesterday-this commercial.

And for any of you who may now be worried about my sanity, I am OK!  Hopefully these hormones pass quickly so I can get back to my normal, predictable level of emotion!

1 comment:

  1. Okay, I've never seen that commercial before and it totally made me teary. And I'm a long time away from postpartum hormones!